Darating din ung time na pagka gising ko, limot ko na lahat ng sakit na pinaramdam mo sakin. Hindi na ko manghihinayang pa na nawala ka kasi in the first place, ikaw nga pala ung nang iwan. Hindi na kita hahanap-hanapin pa kasi sisiguraduhin kong sa oras na yun, masaya nadin ako sa iba. Magiging part ka nalang din ng past ko, tulad ng pinaramdam mo sakin. Salamat kasi naging magandang blessing ka para sakin. Di ko padin matatanggi na isa ka sa pinaka magandang nangyari sa buhay ko. Sana naging magandang parte din ako ng buhay mo. Habang buhay kong tatandaan ung lesson na natutunan ko sayo. Sana lang sa maikling panahon na naging tayo, naparamdam ko sayo na mayroon talagang “forever”. Sana napasaya kita kasi makita lang kitang masaya, masaya narin ako.

Bye pare. Pagod na ko. Hanggang dito nalang. Ingat. :)

“You walked fast ahead while I was trying to catch up with you. I found myself walking briskly, sometimes running, just to match your pace. I slowed down to catch my breath. I watched you and thought to myself: I’m tired of being the one who always has to run after you. For once, I wanna be the one being chased after when I walk away. I want to be the one who is being asked to stay, not the one who begs. I long to be the one who is loved, rather than being the only one who loves.” — (via escafeism)

  • Him: Is there something wrong?
  • Her: Nope. I'm fine, really. Why do you ask?
  • Him: Because you are not fine. Something's bothering you. You are faking your smiles and trying to hold back tears.
  • Her: How did you know that?
  • Him: Your smile doesn't seem to reach your eyes. You keep on laughing to a joke that was cracked for the nth time that it is not funny for any of our friends anymore. You are struggling to keep pace because the pain that is bothering you is weighing you down. You don't read romance novels anymore and stick to comedy shows. You wanted to forget about the sadness and pain that you cling on to whatever that makes you laugh, even if it's only temporary, even if it is not really that funny. You grab every opportunity to not be alone because you hate that feeling of being by yourself. You feel hollow and empty inside amidst the smiles and the laughs. It's okay to let all the pain out, you know. Cry. Throw on a tantrum. Break things. Shout. Do anything that would help you get rid of the pain that you are bottling inside. You are not alonebregardless how much you think you are. I am here. Just grab onto me. You will be okay.

I hope that one day, we all find someone who would love us enough to make us brave to fight for the things we consider important. Someone who would fill our stomachs with butterflies with just a smile, a stare, or a simple touch. I hope someone would love us enough to help us become the person our parents would want us to be. Someone who would teach us how to love ourselves, make us see how amazing and beautiful we are, and help us discover our value and self-worth.

We all deserve to be loved that way because that’s how we love.

” — (via escafeism)

Let her go cath. She’s in good hands.

After namin salubungin ung birthday niya, after ko makita kung paano niya alagaan ung babae, after ng lahat ng mangyari nung araw na yun, narealize ko na hindi na ko dapat mabahala pa. Na dapat maging masaya nalang talaga ko para sakanila.

Let go cath. You’re just a part of her past. Accept it and move on. Besides, nasa mabuting kamay siya. Hindi siya pababayaan ni jb. Ang importante ngayon mabuti kayong magkaibigan. Yung friendship na yan, yang ang pang forever.

Masakit man isipin at kung minsan di parin ako makapaniwala na nasa ganitong klase ako ng sitwasyon, wala na eh. Wala na kong magagawa pa kundi makisabay nalang sa flow. Kasi kahit baliktaran ko pa ang mundo, eto ung nakatadhana mangyari samin. Eto ung plan ni God for us. Ang maghiwalay kami at maging magkaibigan nalang.

Dati naaalala ko humingi ako ng sign kay God. Sabi ko kung babalik paba sakin si jess. Binigay niya yung sign. Un nga lang, ung bumalik siya hindi na sa paraang katulad ng dati. Okay lang. Hindi ako binigo ni God. Binalik niya padin, ung parin ang importante sa lahat.

Basta ngayon, gusto ko na makalimot. Gusto ko ng sumaya. Ako lang makakagawa ng way para sumaya ako, at sa tingin ko letting her go is the first step that I should do para maging masaya ko ulit.

I’ve learned my lesson. Hindi ko makakalimutan tong nangyaring to sakin. Thank you bro, ang dami mong pinarealize sakin. Thank you.

Basta OKAY NA KO! OKAY NA KO GUYS! WALA NG BAWIAN TO. MAGIGING OKAY DIN AKO NG TULUYAN. konting kembot nalang, back to normal na ang lahat. Ü

“I want, I want, I want
god I can be so selfish
but all I want is your face
nestled up against my neck
until the sun rises
and your hand in mine
so we never spend
a second apart.
I’m selfish for your love
and I will be
until the day I die
because I want your kisses
to be mine
and no one else’s.
I want your sleepy yawns
and even your shaky
3 am nightmares
because I want to be the one
to make you feel better.
I’m human and I’m selfish
and I’m selfish for you.” — I want you

Ang totoo, ako nalang gumagawa ng ikasasakit ng damdamin ko.

Yung kahit alam kong may iba na siya, umaasa padin ako na baka magbago pa ang lahat. Yung kahit ilang beses na ko pinagsasabihan ng mga kaibigan ko na tigilan ko na at layuan na siya, ako tong tanga tangahan na nagpapaka askhole at hindi padin siya magawang layuan. Yung kahit alam kong araw-araw sila magkasama, nagbabaka sakali parin akong bigyan niya ko ng oras at atensyon niya ng hindi humihingi ng opinyon sa gf nya. Yung kahit alam kong mahal na mahal niya ung babae, ako naman si tanga na nakikipag kompitensya pa kahit alam kong sa una palang dehado na.

Ganon ata pag mahal mo ang isang tao. Darating talaga ung time na magtatangatangahan ka, mabawi lang siya. Gagawin mo lahat kahit alam mong imposible na. Mahal mo eh, handa kang ipaglaban ung pagmamahal mo sakanya. Yun nga lang sorry ka kase habang pinaglalaban mo siya, pinaglalaban din niya yung taong mahal niya.

You will never be truly happy if you continuously hold on to the things that make you sad.

Yung taong source of happiness ko noon, source of pain ko na ngayon.

Can someone teach me how to let things go easy? Can you please tell me how to let her go and never hold on anymore?

Can you?

“Di natin talaga masasabi kung ano ung mga susunod na posibleng mangyari. One day, magigising nalang tayo na nandun na tayo sa sitwasyong kinakatakutan natin. Ni hindi manlang tayo makakapag handa. Tapos we only have two choices. Kung lalaban ba o susuko nalang kagad ng ganon kadali.” — c.j.r

May mga katanungan tayo sa buhay na mananatiling katanungan nalang. Na hindi mo alam kung dapat mo pa bang marinig ung sagot kasi baka lalo ka lang masaktan.